Normally, in the last month before vacation I can't sit still, can't keep my mind off the trip. However, this year it is different. My big project, the one that I have been working on for three years, is finally off and rolling. Construction has started,and the push is on to complete designs. So, work right now is keeping me both busy and pre occupied, and as I told Mary Lou, this will be the first time in years that my vacation will seem to go by slower than work. I get in to the office, look up and it's already six o'clock. Guess that's good.


While Mary Lou was browsing the stacks my eye was drawn to the Buddist section, full of all kinds of things from the Dali Lama and his followers. While standing there, a book fell from somewhere behind the shelf, landing right in front of me. I pulle
d a few things out of the way and picked up a large paper back book, that must have been there for a long while as it was covered with copius numbers of dust clumps. I spent a minute shaking and brushing them off, before turning the book over and seeing what it was.

The book was titled "Joyful Wisdom: Embracing Change and Finding Freedom" by one Yongey Mingyur Rinpoche. I am at that age where change is being forced upon me, getting older every day, and contemplating how I intend to retire. I recently decided to try meditation, figuring I could best learn how while facing the sun rising over the Caribbean each morning on the beach. Last week I went to see with Mary Lou what I thought would be a chick flick (owed her that for dragging her to see Get Low the week before) Eat, Pray, Love , and was actually deeply affected by the movie, as I am "in my own way" on a journey of self discovery. So, I thought, was this just a book falling, or did this book seek me out. Is it a coincidence, or did that book hang on until it sensed that someone who may have a need for it was there. I don't know for sure, but I bought it, and plan on carrying it with me to Punta Cana. Hey, even if it was just a book falling, can't hurt.
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